Here I am trying to figure everything out…
I know it’s been forever since anyone has seen anything from me on here. I also know there have been so many promises to return to Tumblr. The truth is that I was in a mess and I wasn’t sure how to get out of it. I finally figured it out and I am slowly working on getting my life back together. I’m in college now, yay. I’m engaged as I’ve mentioned once before and a few months ago in September I got pregnant. I had a miscarriage which sunk me down even deeper because I now believe that I am a failure. I’m slowly working everything out though. I’m pregnant again and I’ve made it to the two month mark which is a plus for me. :] I am going to try and come around even if it is every once and a while just to let everyone that has stuck by me know that I am indeed okay and that I’m still the same. Love you all so much. Thanks for everything. <3 Danii
I am getting married to this wonderful man July 14 or 27 2012. I can’t wait. I love you cody jacob schwemmer.<3
Reblog and click the picture.
OH MY DEAD GOD PRESS V
PRESS N AND V ONE AFTER ANOTHER REPEATEDLY OMG
reblogging this because it’s pure awesome.
reblogging just to see what it is
NO. FUCKING. WAY.
omfg still
I just kept pressing V - I’m a filthy pervert
what is all dis fuss
idk i want to do it lol
LOL THE MICHAEL JACKSON NOISES FROM SPACE CHANNEL 5. I AM PROBABLY THE ONLY PERSON IN EXISTENCE THAT EVEN REALIZED THAT.
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It’s been a year..
And still the pain of losing you is open like a fresh wound from this morning. I feel like I’m reliving that day, all over again. I know I’m not that strong, I know that this pain may never go away. I miss you. More than I have ever missed anyone in my entire life and I can’t bring you back. Today, April 15th 2011, I am going to take my chances at making myself a stronger person, If I fail, please don’t be disappointed in me. I am trying. I love you.
I want you to moan… I want you to gasp in my ear, pretending like you’re trying to hide the sound, like you’re trying to smother it, but I still hear it. I want your fingernails to dig into my skin and your lips to move faster and harder and deeper against mine. I want your eyes to roll back in your head and your body to push into mine, until we’re sticking to each other’s skin. I want to feel the heat radiating from your skin, I want to feel your muscles shake against my flesh. I want you to beg and I want you to throw your head back, shuddering for breath. I want your neck to be exposed for me to bite and your chest to be bare so we can be skin on skin, flesh on flesh. I want my legs wrapped around you, I want us to grind on each other so hard it makes your muscles clench and your jaw drop and your face to tense in ecstasy.
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Watching you..
Watching you give up is one of the hardest things I’ve ever experienced. You’re such a strong person and I know that you can beat these emotions, that you are strong enough to push forward. You have to believe in yourself. You have to know that you’re loved, that people care for you, always have and always will. Know that no matter what happens, no matter how bad things seem, that you can beat this. That you can push forward and come out with a few scratches, battle scars, but you can beat this. I’m here for you, always have been and always will be, I’ll help you if you let me, but I can’t do it on my own. I need you to want to get better. You can do this. I have faith in you, now all thats left to do is have faith in yourself. Remember that I love you and I’m just a phone call away.<3
To you…Cody Jacob Schwemmer<3
it’s already been a whole month and in all honesty, I’ve never smiled so much. You’ve made me happier in a month than anyone has in my entire life. I honestly don’t know what I would do if it wasn’t for you. You make me smile when all I want to do is cry, you make me happy when I’m completely enraged. My life seems to be so complete with you in it that the idea of ever losing you haunts me. The love and admiration that I feel for you is so hard to explain that I’m at a loss even attempting to put it into words. You complete me, one hundred and ten percent. You make me forget every wrong thing thats happened to me in a matter of minutes and the sound of your voice is my escape from reality. You’re my security blanket, my reason for exsistance. I honestly have no idea how I survived one day before meeting you. You started out as my best friend and it moved into something so much more. I want to give you the world, every part of me belongs to you for as long as you will have me. I love you, I need you and I never want to experience a day without you. I’ve always been told when you find that special someone that you just know. I knew from the moment you said hello, I fell in love with you from the first time that I ever talked to you for longer than five minutes. My heart is yours, you’ve mended it from the complete mess that it was in and now I give it to you. You’re my entire world and just know that no matter what, I love you Cody, forever and always. <3
About me
"We walk around with our eyes closed, so not to see the damages we've caused."
Since the last time I updated this, a lot of things in my life have changed. My father passed on April 15, 2010. That was a fall for me. I met this guy, the most amazing guy in the entire world and we are now engaged. I'm still the same though, weak, emotional, full of self doubt and yet I try not to let it get the best of me. I'm working on getting my life in order but things just seem to keep crashing down. It happens though, what everyone needs to remember is that no matter what happens, hang on and keep trying. You will succeed. I promise.
Currently Listening To; Forget About It - All Time Low
Currently Obsessed with;
Birthday; September 2nd.
Status; Engaged<3
By: Cody Schwemmer
December 22, 2010
Currently Watching; Primeval, House, Rizzoli and Isles, Criminal Minds, Bones, NCIS, Miami Medical, Flashpoint, and America's Got Talent.
